After Insight, when I was on the run.. I was scared to death that I'd forget again, or they'd find me, wipe my memory again. Writing it down was my way of making sure--
[ He pauses, swallowing the lump in his throat. It's still a very real possibility somewhere in the future, though he hopes not. ]
That if I forgot, they wouldn't get lost.
[ Some of the memories were far worse than others, but he still wrote them down. The missions, the people he killed. He wouldn't forget them. It would be a disservice. ]
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Date: 2016-08-09 10:36 pm (UTC)[ He pauses, swallowing the lump in his throat. It's still a very real possibility somewhere in the future, though he hopes not. ]
That if I forgot, they wouldn't get lost.
[ Some of the memories were far worse than others, but he still wrote them down. The missions, the people he killed. He wouldn't forget them. It would be a disservice. ]